broken curves :(

March 14, 2009

Haay </3

I will just hide this fucking feelings of mine. I just want to fix some thing. It might hard for my part, but I really need to Next school year, he’ll be gone. I hope he had a good memories.

I will surely miss him. Hay

Is it real or just another lie?

March 5, 2009

It’s not normal for him to be good at someone. Uhmm~ But Why is he acting like that to me? Does it mean something? Is he irratated to me? Hayy~ Hope he’s not.. Maybe he just shy or something. Hehe. 

Hope I can be close with him. Haay~ I want to grab the chance this friday night. Wee~ 

I wanna get back to the old days

March 2, 2009

I still miss the memories we spent. All the giggles we made, and the talks we shared. I can’t believe that I still hold for him. I want to get back to my days were I was with him. If I can just make a miracle, then I will. 

I feel like everything had change. If before, he teases me, now he won’t. He keeps silent, that I don’t know why. There are times that he would look at me, but can’t he talk to me? Why did everything change? Is it my fault?

Even her sister is not texting me anymore. It feels like I am so invisible. I want to burst out, but I just can’t. I know there will be affected If I did this such foolish thing.

It’s so ridiculous. I just didn’t felt it at first. I just realized it when I lost everything that connects us together.  Hayy. I think it was October or November since we last talked to each other. But it was last February 1, when I last heard his golden voice. 

I just want to get back to our old days. I much regret having this kind of situation. But at least, I’d learn something from it.